Chapter 40: cHaPtEr FoRtY

Ah, it’s been a long time since I ever posted anything..Update update…..

Hmm...Lately I’ve been listening to Yiruma’s album. The songs were perfect.:) Contemporary music that suits my taste. Here are some of it..

this is one of the album called "From the Yellow Room" nice one...

another one called Noctural Lights.....hmm, this one is kinda jazzy bit..

I've downloaded 7 albums if not mistaken.....Nice songs....These are the songs that company me from day till night..haha

What’s next, oh yea… my exams…sigh…. It sucks, hard. First, I didn’t got to read my Social Science subject coz after reading the book for one hour, I did other things for three four hours, then I continued reading for another hour. That’s all for reading. Kinda have no fate with books, cant stand reading for more than an hour. Okay, 4 days before the Social Science exam, and that’s my daily routine: Eat, Sleep, Play, Study, till I forgotten that I didn’t bath on Monday..==

And guess what, during that day, exam day, I went to the exam hall, with jeans and sport shoes. To my surprise my mates told me that black slack is required, no jeans allowed. I was shocked, as there was no time for me to run back to my room (half hour distance). So I went to my friend’s hostel (thank god he’s there) to borrowed a pair of black slack and a pair of black shoes. Silly me, I left my bag to other friend, and he actually switched off his mobile as he went in to the exam hall. I was damn panic, coz my matric card is in my bag!! I searched high and low, cant find em. Guess what, I went in to the 500+ sitter hall to look for my friend and get him to take me to my bag. That time the paper is going to start….== Well, I made it, fetched my matric card and off to exam. Was having kinda like adrenaline rush feelings…. My so called “gan cheong-ness” had not subside and I have to face this tough paper. Eventually, I finished early, and went back, without giving another glance at the paper (coz I already don know what to write.==). Hah, went back and almost felt sick.

Kay, next… Sunday’s exam. Sigh, it was a damn thing to have exam on Sundays.  Those people in the management are putting other races’ joy upon Christian’s miseries. Oh well, today (Sunday) I had this Tamadun Islam dan Tamadun Asia, well so far for its Tamadun Asia, the whole text book 70% is about Islamic studies. All the Quran verses and meanings in it make me feel sick while reading, plus those blasphemies and extremist words used by authors. Nearly got brainwashed…. Well, the REALLY big deal is……..I didn’t have enough time to read. At the very last minute some friends gave me some really detailed tips about what’s coming out for exam, and I ignored reading the past year questions.

Sigh, the exam turns out to have most of the 2007 paper questions…..Hard time for me….All for the effort reading till 4am and it came out mostly from past year. If I’d notice, I just read the past year and neglect this study-till-4am thus I just need to spend like one or two hours and I can have rest……hmm., oh well…what a past…

Chapter 39: Realized....

Yeah, people do have many faces. They smile at you and laugh and you and what they do? They did another thing behind you. Ah, what a damn thing to know that this friend is like this. Firstly I was thinking that he has good virtues and good manners, but recently I heard some negative feedbacks about him.

Well, the story goes like this.....

This guy and me got into the same group for doing an assessment. We need to setup a blog and discuss a title given by the lecturer. Plus we have ample of time to complete it, and putting it into a presentation. However, I was so disappointed towards his attitude of doing things. This assessment was dragged to the very last minute, nothing was posted. First i began to worry so i did my part of posting. But lecturer threw me a question about the lacking and in the end I'd decided to redo. Fine, this, I'm ok. We are supposed to discuss what to post, but foolish me I didn't take serious notice towards this post, and that guy didn't say anything about it. I began to question myself, "is this a group work? Aren't members supposed to keep track of everyone's progress?" Fine, I swallowed this responsibility. I redo in the very last minute, and within a very short period of time. Imagine doing 8 weeks homework in 8 hours, freaking right.

Well, fine, I do, I didn't sleep much, probably 2 hours plus only. The problem came when this fellow kept giving me excuses about problems he faced. First he didn't posted what he supposed to post, and he dragged it so long, that I need to cover his ass for him, pretty smart eh. To make situation worst, this fellow spent his weekends going out town to play while he is supposed to do his work. If he didn't go out, he might have finished it. To make things ever worst, before this guy goes out, he actually went and disturb other group mates who are preparing for their presentation. He actually wants to pull another fellow from another group to accompany him to go out town. Then, of course this fellow rejected to go out with him, because their busy preparing. So everyone is kinda dislikes him. He talks, but seldom does things.

Well, instead of preparing, this guy went out town to play and came back late, leaving everything undone. And I came back to help him clean his shit. Oh damn, it was not good. I spent almost the whole night, and slept 2 plus hours only doing my thing plus his things. Then the next morning i got up very early also to "zap" his "sao mei". He asked me to meet him at the faculty. I was like "wow, you're asking me to do your things and asking me to reach earlier", what the.....

And hell yes, i speed up, very fast and reached the faculty. Didn't saw him, I went to the classroom, didn't saw him either. Fine, I do the amendments myself. And you know what, he actually came late to class.....=.= What is this bullshit huh? Asking me to come earlier but coming late yourself. And what the f*** is this? Doing your shit and you go out play? Tch....

Guess what, there goes this presentation, and I got all the credits. But my real point is, this guy is so irresponsible. Sigh, sleeping for 2 hours only a day its like going on high dosage if alcohol  or ecstasy, it feels groggy though.

Chapter 38: 珍惜

在忙碌的下午中，
忙着背好明天的搞，
突然，
接了一通电话，
一个惊人的一通电话，
这一通电话，
就这样把我吓呆了几秒钟。
听了这一通电话，
愉快准备明天的笑片的心情，
仿佛就好像从开心的高处，
跌到深谷。

一个人，
失去生命上最宝贵的….
从小看到你长大，
从小照顾你，爱你，疼你，
竟然就这样，走了。
失去了，就没了。

人的生命，
就这样短暂。
若不珍惜，
失去了，就没了。

……讲了那么多，
都还没到终点呢。
其实，
走了，就是一位妈妈，
失去的，就是一位朋友。

虽然失去的不是我，
可是，心里也默默地，
为她伤心。
为什么，她的妈妈，
那么快就走了呢，
女儿在大学都还没毕业，
妈妈就走了。

唉，人的生命，
不在自己的手中，
所以，
应该要珍惜，
生边中最宝贵人。
不，应该说，
身边中的每一个人，
珍惜每一个时刻。

Chapter 37: Dad's....

Speaking bout dad's....

Youth nowadays will give a negative face impression about their dad's, few will actually praise them. Some might even say they're useless.

Well i'm a youth (still consider lar...), but in this post you're not going to find negative post. Heh...

Sat night, after bible class and everything, i went home as usual, with some frustrations about the service due some sad reasons. As i was about to do my homework, dad came to me and talked to me. It was just a chat, good come-a-long conversation. Before this i was talking to a very good friend, told the person about my worries and disappointment, and i ended up still being quite disappointed. But dad came to me, talk to me, and guess what, he actually knows how i feel, what i'm actually going through. Studies, ministries...etc..... It was quite a meaningful talk. First time, my dad actually talked to me in this manner.

Hmm~~ So what's my point of posting this? heh, nothing in particular. Just wanna share how great is my dad can be...haha.... So as to share to readers of this post that to cherish your parents when they're still alive. Sometimes the things they did might hurt our feelings but parents are always caring to their children, no matter how old they grow. I'd came across some great dads from friends i know. Some would wait for their children to come back home only they go to bed, some would sit at the sofa to ensure their children is safely home. Well, dad's are always amazing.

So hmm... to those who have dad's, how about spending time with them. "Take them for breakfast lar" said by Ps Meng. Though its just a breakfast but the time there is precious. For those whose parents are far away, take some time to see them, at least they know that their children living in another city is safe. It may be far for some people to travel home, but, it's worth the time.