Chapter 26: A Little Improvement

I've been working in church, as training staff, for....4 months. This, is the 5th. Though everyday is kinda busy day, but the most important thing is the spirit in you.

Besides coming in as a training worker, i thought of fulfilling some things that i ought to do as a leader and i'm unable to do during my school life. I wanted to spend more time with my...."sheep" that are in need. Jesus once asked Peter 3 times, "do you love me?" 3 times. Why 3 times? I put myself into Peter's shoes, and try to answer Him, only i found out, i have a burden in this.


Oh well, i started doing this "feeding" in this new bible study group, which now changed into a cell group, in Sentul. It started out badly, as i can see their so called "special" characteristics. Unwillingness, temper, laziness....... You'll feel giving up, as how many times you share and how many times you remind, they're still the same. Sigh, i was to the brim of it, going to give up. 


One day I asked God, "how ar, like no improvement le, go there macam waste time saja la. I wanna see improvement, aren't they Yours?? Its 4 months and there is no change...." Well, God works in His time, not the time i set, and i'm just His servant.

Weeks after weeks, i went there as usual, but this time, i noticed some changes in some people. They become kinda different from the "old" person. They're serious, they pray, they read the bible and they want the presence of God. 


Wow, God gives hope when i'm going to give up. Thank God, i really didn't give up, persistent to the end. Although this is just a little improvement, but seriously, it's worth the long run.......

.......love this.....^^