Chapter 58: 2013 年

                2013 年，已经第一个月的第二个星期，几乎还在麻木当中，只看到前面一大堆的雾。听见身边的人已经开始兴奋2013 年要发生的事，蛮羡慕的....

                近来就是忙些学校的事情，总觉得为什么已经最后一年了，还是要那么忙，而且忙，是忙些最后一分钟的事情，铁球总是离不开。难道不能专心读书吗？就是要把WAJIB 这个字来恐吓大家，真的不成熟。

                3 年差不多要过去了，有些人会觉得不舍得，我觉得时间过得越快越好。住在那个“坚牢”也不是办法。学校就好像坚牢（小孩不笨，2002），宿舍就好像监房。还要每学期贴600多零吉给他们。住的是一间四幅墙的房。没关系，就省点用钱，学会理财。啊，今天好像错过了一个理财分享，听recording 好了。

                哎，不管了。尽管它怎样拖着我，我还是要前行。设了几个目标，我一定要突破，在服事、家庭、生命、关系要有所改变。一定要完成。不管铁球怎么硬地拉，我还是要跑，而且要跑得更快。就当这个是锻炼脚的肌肉吧。铁球，你算什么呢？

                今年是禧年，每个人的口中都这样宣告，而我，在质疑。不过没关系，不完美的开始，并不代表不完美的结局。 近来，想谢谢某位弟兄的祝福，我想应该是神的时间和安排吧。想过拥有，可是没求过。但是已经到手了。感谢神。

                这，应该是禧年的appetizer 吗？尝到了，感谢神。啊，对了，感恩........

Chapter 57: Black Keys

Its been 8 months since I update my blog. Kinda bit "usang-usang". Needa wipe out all the dust and clear the dirt.

                Yup, its my final year this time, with lots of crazy stuff to do. Lots of things have changed, the system, the people, the way things happen. Last minute stuffs, rush this, rush that, nearly failed my test, thesis bla bla bla...... It seems like I've been playing lots of black keys "in" my piano lately. Yup, its "in", not "on". Lots of exposure to the black keys. 

                But black keys can sound great too. Maroon 5 Adam Levine singing If I Ain Got You by Alicia Keys in the Eb major 7 gave a different feel from the original song. To me it sounds jazzy, soothing and full of "feel", yeah, haha.....that's what I mean. 

                That's what a black key can do. Even though it's a black key, but inside it has something good in it.

                

                So i guess i should be thankful that what I've been going through lately, yeah, third year, the black keys. Life is isn't how high is your qualifications but its how much experience you gained through the process.